The lord will provide. The lord will give you what you need, not what you think you need or want.
today was pretty interesting for me. I was once again slapped in the face by God. I was simply told that my doubts honestly arent very strong.
I dont see that much.
In fact, i see very little.
Very.
Very.
Little.
Its funny, how once i thought i saw just about everything.
And a few weeks later, i think i see nothing.
Iono, i have been slapped in the face, and im still trying to recover, but atleast i know why i was slapped. Sometimes, i just need a reality check from God and God only. Friends cant really do the job like God does.
I cant say i feel better, but atleast my view isnt so negative.
Atleast it is a tad bit more positive.
Or maybe a lot more positive.
Iono, i know i have been pretty much silent with most of my friends, quiet, and in the background. If that affected you in a negative way, i am very sorry.
I have been self centered, an ass, and thought i was right.
When, in reality, i may have been, but i did something no human should do.
Judge.
I think it is time to leave the judging to God and to start loving again instead.
