i used to think risking being friends with people wasnt worth it. I used to think that the pain following the end of any relationship was not worth the joy and fun of the time during the relationship. I found out that this thinking doesnt really make any sense at all, but yet it makes ton sof sense to me in a way.
So i wonder once again, if it is worth it. I want to say yes it is, but then i am scared my life is going to repeat itself.
I am in a sense letting fear rule my life.
I dont really have time to let my mind wrestle of these silly things. I need to make sure i beat Mindy in reading the old testament and prepping for yugo and finishing my work before yugo so i can start another job after it…
yeah….
