For some strange reason, i tend to love watching certain drummers. I love to watch drummers in worship that dont just drum for the music, but drum for God. I am talking about the drummers that, although they are in the back, not only sing, but almost dance as they play the drums. I first fell in love with watching these drummers worship when i was at Yugo and i saw the first drummer that i felt was truly worshiping God. From then on, i always wanted to find another drummer like her; a drummer not good at drumming, but a drummer that truly worships. For some reason, it is the drummer that i look at the most and can make it or break it for me. If the drummer is just playing drums and the rest of the band is being/looking worshipful, it doesnt help nearly as much as if just the drummer was being worshipful. I couldnt figure out why i felt this, until i realized that drummers are in the back. because they are in the back, it is often thought that people arent watching, so they get to be who they want to be. Granted that some drummers arent good enough to almost dance in their chair and drum, i feel like the beat that the drum out is truly for God. I feel like the lead guitarists, pianists, or vocalists could all be putting up a worshipful front, while not being truly worshipful. It reminded me that God is always watching us, and it makes me feel so good to see somebody doing something they love so passionately for God. I must continue to do what i love not for myself, but for God.
